Selamat Hurry Lahir:)

SELAMAT HURRY LAY ERR

KEPADA FARHANA AZMAN:)

SEMOGA ALLAH MURAHKAN REZEKI KAMU

More than 2 years back, each and every years I will cry on my birthday. Realize that I am closer to death day after day. Why do people happy celebrating their birthday? That is different perspective of individual live. I am proud of being myself. I hate when people wishing me "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" but then one of my buddies said that they do not know that you do not like that. Please, at least appreciate them. And say Thank You:)

I will dear. I love friends who always giving advices to me even-though I always seems to condemn them. But deep inside I thanked to have you all. I'll think about it over and over again . Day after day. May I never forget those advices no matter who are the adviser. I'm glad to have you all as y dearest friend. Love you. Not to forget my family for always being there for me.

Salam:)

Berkorban....

I love sacrificing for something that I knew would worth it. But as for tonight. Really I just want to jump to my bed but sadly. I'm afraid that I could not mange to awake when the time come. A bit d*** la kan. So off and away from this softy chair.
Salam. Night .

Daily Note 1 (unimap)

Salam,
Wuhuuu, I am very tired not tired actually just sleep for almost one hour from the noon. Waiting for maghrib prayer actually. Great. At last my puasa 6 will be end for this year. Just left the puasa ganti. Well only 4 meh. Not many right? Proud of being myself. But a usual, I will make it double. But do not know when am I gonna do those.

Right now I wondered why can "those" understand other than their mother tongue? Please be convenient. I speak Malay (national language), they do not understand. I speak English also making that blurring face. Then what? Both are the common language here. Do not expect me to speak Mandarin or Cantonese or Tamil right? Obviously I do not know how. I neither went for Chinese school nor Tamil school. The important of those two language seems very important. Otherwise the communication become nothing except "huh?", "do get what i'm saying?". Da~ I can be very open minded person but right now I admitted that I am hungry so a bit emotional. But once my Civic's teacher said, "Do not let your emotion controls yourself.". Exactly what I quote.

As just now also, I have chatting with old friend. A foreigner. It is not like I do not believe him. Just beware. Then slight fight. And get back to where we were at. Huh, life is not that as simple as ABC. It is as complicated as 123 and making the pseudo code (programming). I said complicated not hard. If and only if we can think very wisely then we can succeed. Can't wait to be one of those success people with strong faith in Allah and strong iman wherever I be.

Yeay also. Sir, please upload the tutorial and assignment very soon. Can't wait for those. Eager to feed more to my brain. And challenge it.  The studies still running through my head. Still fresh.

*To myself, do not ever again felt very sleepy in lecture. Seriously madam gives the quiz. And thank to Allah (Alhamdulillah) still something that enter the head. Foremost that the questions given the part that I bout to give attention. Too grateful even not all the point are "printf" on the paper. So far so good. So far so smooth for my studies. May Allah make it more easier for me and the rest of my course-mates.
May Allah bless us.Amin.

p/s going to grab the towel.
Assalamualaikum:)

UniMAP (part2)

...though I am very proud to be one of thousand of UniMAP-ian. Something out of expectations always happened in life. Seriously I thought many unlogic things everytime and that almost never happen. As logically could happen also almost never happen. That is why I dare to say that my life is totally unexpected. I pray to Allah to give what is best for me. But at one point I almost want to hit myself through the wall and break it. But as I remembered what I've ask for. I sit and motivated by own self.

My class is great overall. Man, unexpectedly, few Chinese are there. ( I hate because I skipped class because of this PTPTN) I am very sure 'he' already there and studying. So I have to do the same thing too. Aftet this Asar prayer? Hahahaha, might be funny because I already plan, so it never happen once again. I am kind of person whom hates planing but be prepared. I, myself could not understand this. Do you? Oh Allah.

(This new room realllllly cozy, know? )
Felt like wanna jump to it. Still sad because could not go to class. Mama would be mad at me if she knew about this :'(

UniMAP (part1)

Salam.
Here I go. Been in here PERLIS for about 2 weeks. Everything is going well. Well so am I. I am trying to be veeeeerrry saving punya person lah kan. You all pun. As long as you are not in school era anymore. You are either working or further studies kan? Am I right? So what else than being saving in every aspect of life. Or else your parent kayer rayer! Hahahaha That case pon, they still being saving.

Well, the orientation I have been too much brave to enter the ujibakat wat so ever kan. Then TERjoin geng of BORIA! I  hate it freaking much first. But the end I just part of it. The sketsa. I am the Chinese. Not lying or being fake 100% as my blood flesh do have Chinese flowing in. Nor proud neither hate. Just be so.

FRIENDS. They come and go. Ex roomate is now my housemate. And have new roomates which is ex-Kuantan-ian. Freaking me out tau coz never get to know her before. Macam apa saja kan? Well, I already felt that I am the yang gila punya orang not people around me.LOL

I am reeeeally want to put some photos but since internet right here surely """LAJU""" macam ikan berenang. So better be doing something else. Gtg... (Part 2)