unknown...???!!! never know.

salam,to my only self..guess so, today is...25th of July 2010 and the day was somepart in October or September 2006... it's been very long moment. but somehow i'm glad to be what a part of life that depends on fate. once everything just dont want me to say YES even i want to. somehow the fate already made me say YES even if i dont want to, may Allah make it easy for me, i believe and hold tight for this holly quran said

 Do people think that they will be left alone because they say: "We believe," and will not be tested.

 And We indeed tested those who were before them. And Allah will certainly make (it) known (the truth of) those who are true, and will certainly make (it) known (the falsehood of) those who are liars, (although Allah knows all that before putting them to test).

ayat 2 dan 3 surah al ankabut

or else sometimes if we wish to have that and never get the chance dont we ever thought bad about Allah. Allah is the creator. Allah knows every single thing that you never know.
last but not least:

"Ya Allah tuhan yang maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang, kau lindungilah aku dari sebarang godaan dunia yang akan merosakkan diriku kelak, robbi yassir wala tuassir"

-amin-

the end.

salam, at last, alhamdulillah, i may not done excellently on my UPS but "bismillahhitawakkal tu a'lallah" "robbi ya ssir wa la tu assir" may allah make it ease for me, no matter what the result be, i will just take it as the first and foremost lesson.. today, i am home.

HOME?
truly i am telling you,when i was at MJSC kuantan, being home was the bestest moment ever, but then, my heart more to "i don't wanna leave this place where i started to fall in love" the peoples around, lecturers, and.. food (i guess). and also being home also..

mates?
are we really gonna separate?truly i am not into this. i love all the class members. if so, the most person i'm gonna miss freaking soo muchh.. wan (coz her gossip??? hahaha shazli too), then sis yana (slalu je nk kenekn die) sakilah ( the SMKA student) and lain2 gak,
and so all.. hopefully not. i always pray to Allah till the day that comes soon.

p/s i am lazy right now. Zzzz...

stress your brain!

salam, and i can't be said that i am happy now,

 KMM is put the great pressure on me now. the

PS is coming soon! plus things i have not done yet.

simple thing but hard to make it. STUDY!. hate to

do that but it is just the most fun thing to be done

 as you really understand what you are learn. and

when your r just not be a sleepy bear in lecturer.

 i can't hit the keyboard any further.

p/s now gonna hit the pencil and study lolz:))

kmm??

aww..it has been so long ma, missed my blog space damn soo much..oppss am i too harsh??no ryte???hmm..actually i have a loong story to share but as for now, KMM is better than any other place, but still cannot beat my cozy room, my pillow and what so ever k, ah yes, yet so long i have been left my greatest hobby ever..HITTING the keyboard and sleep like the panda.

ahh well, before i just decide wether to accept the KMM's offre or just take the DIPLOMA, so many rumours about the matriculation but as for me myself, you have to follow the stream do not make a cross on it. even you have to sacrifice your sleep time (its me actually), your money (i almost become the worst dreamer) when i am here, i just spend most of my money for FOOD! i hate food actually because i've gain such much and much weight when i was at MJSC Kuantan ( perghh, 10 kg k?). now, i don't wanna that flashback, ia wanna clear all my memory on it. enpugh by now, i wanna tell about thye MINGGU ORINTASI.

it's surely happening, thanks Allah Masania still there, but things that i cannot stop myself from believing what i have done. i am the MAMA for the show. still, now, few part of my mate called me "mama". ah well, its just a part of my KMM's life. i just have to endure with it.

lecture?? that is the part so far, u can even sleep in lecture but you'll face trouble when you are fail in your quizes or else your test... may allah always be there for me. protecting me, the most gracious of allah. and the most merciful.
p/s i never fall asleep during the lecture but always act like (yes..yes...never no)

classmates?
the are really happening, started from the teacher itself and the mates. the chief and the assistant. they are very responsible. so i, as the class member feel great about this. somehow, i admitted that life at college is too social, i hate that part. again may allah blessed me. may i say that i am so sudden admired someone, my classmate, just the way he works and bla2, not that admires la..

k, till then, next time, i'll upload some candids..
and ILOVE KMM damn soo much <3

next path (:

oyit...olalala...sudah lame nyh ak ta update, malas dan macam-macam lah,
ok lah skunk nyh ak malas nak cakap apa-apa, sumenyer macam dh terpangpang dengan mate haku!

Tarikh : ta ingat...
Kenapa: ak dapat tawaran matrix and macam nak pergi and tanak g, so aku kne tunggu UPU nyer result en? tunggu punye la tunggu akhirnyer keluar. tape sebelum tueh, ak dah survey agak banyak la. boley g abroad atau tak? ok lah memang un kalo korunk nak tau. matrix nyh sangat-sangat risky tau. even kalau korunk dh capat 4 flat sekali pun, belum tentu korunk nyh bgs. nanty dekat U plak korunk akan dibandingkan dengan budak-budak STPM plak? yes. budak STPM mmg boley dikatekan mempunyai tahap pemikiran yg lebih baik dr budak2 matrikulasi atau budak2 yang terus amek diploma. sebabnyer, STPM nyh antara 5 exam yang tersusah di dunia. and diiktiraf di peringkat global, so kalau ada yang terpakse amek STPM tueh, jangan la rase rendah sangat diri tue. dalam satu program tv tempatan. aku penah dengar budak nie meluahkan perasaannyer lalu berkate

saya hanya dapat 2A je SPM. nak masuk U ta dapat. swasta pun susah. so. saya terpakse mohon masuk STPM. tapi kawan-kawan sy cakap kat sy, "STPM je?"

sabar je lah kalau ada kawan macam tue un kan? suppose kawan nih jadi tpt untuk kita berkongsi rase tapi kalau dah macam tu? no comment, ak pun ad juga kawan-kawan yang macam tue. tapi ak fikir semua tu ad hikmahnya kan?

oh ye pasal matrikulasi td kan? yang ni list utk university luar yang mengiktiraf matrikulasi kita :

Universiti Luar Negara Yang Mengiktiraf Lulusan Matrikulasi

Universiti di United Kingdom

University of Birmingham
University of Nottingham
University of Surrey
King’s College London
University of Manchester
University of Southampton
University of York

Universiti di Australia

University of Sydney
University of New South Wales

Universiti di New Zealand

University of Auckland
University of Wellington

Universiti di Indonesia

Universitas Sumatera Utara
Universitas Andalas
Universitas Airlanga
Universitas Gadjah Mada

konklusinya, kalau selepas tamat matrikulasi dengan jayanya, jika nak sambung luar negara, mmg boleh. cuma apa-apa pun mesti kene cemerlang.

ini saja yang nak dikongsikan untuk post kali ini.

pada 10 Mei ni, ak akan daftar ke matrikulasi Melaka. full stop. hidup baru akan bermula. matlamat aku PNGK 4.00 tak kurang. lebey buley..ada k???hahaha

salam <3