brrrgh~!!

salam...

well, i'm done actually, yesterday, when i'm already typed so much thing, then the laptop just blank and damn stupid la, oppss,is it too much, i'm just stressed out...i just wondered what am i going to do in future,i mean not that for 10 years later, just i thought about a week lyke that..i'm bored..my life is stucked.

but nowaday, i have an old friend of mine, Amalina Omar...missed her damn sooo much lorh..muahaha...
she's been there for me for the whole night...he3, i do took for granted, soooryyy dear...
barh..i am just wanna share with my dear illusionaist world...hehehe..just kidddiinng..(stop it far!!) yeah3,

When you are break up wif someone...
 a) the girl side
    ~ i'm ashamed!!!
       *hahaha the who told you to couple2 huh???(soooryyy)
       *"am i that ugly??? even ugly that UGLY BETTY?"
then i am answered yours, yeah, even in real world, 'that' ugly betty is better than you,from some other side,
       *then "i'm glad, at last i'm freed from him, he'd just, too much control, i'm not even her wife yet
then, padan r muke laki tueh, wahahaha!!! (jujur sgt?? tak r)
  
some other might also said, i'm beautiful enough, so i can bear to find other guy, which is better...
(dasar pompuan mcm nyh prasan ja,)
tapi even though ada gak yang just want to make themselve feel better..keep on gurls..guys just..eehheemm..
(i'm not gonna say this, n donot expect me tosay something bad, cuz, i have many brother n father n late grandfather whose all of them are good guys...)


 b) the guys side
   no comments..i'm not a guy though, but so far, i have a lot (i really mean that) of friends among the guys, its true that they are "some" of them felt guilty, but some of them felt vice versa... so y don't you just ask your boys..lalala~

p/s korunk x rase lawak ka?? ble jmpe ag 10/20 tahun..wah!!!itu dlu gf/bf aku..hahaha..jgn la mcm tueh, buat malu ja,
ag satu untuk psngan yg kapel2 tueh, ag2 yg pompuan tue, ske2 aty ja bg lu punye pakwe kasi pegang sane sini,

well i have many boys mate, they said once yg dowg pown x ske pompuan yg terlalu murah owh, kalo pompuan mcm tue stakat nak buat foya2 n joli2 ja boley la, tapi kalo nak jd bini..hampeyh~~
(xda nyat nk ngate sesape, just korunk sme dh besau, pndai2 la pikir)

"O mankind, We have created you a male and female, and appointed you races and tribes, that you may know one another" (Sura al-Hujurat 49:13).

"tidak halal bagi seorang wanita yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari kemudian jika hendak berjalan sejauh perjalanan sehari dan semalam, melainkan bersama seorang lelaki yang mahramnya" (hadith riwayat Ahmad, Bukhari, Tarmizi dan Abu Daud)

WONDERED ALL THE TIME...
  now, lets make something more lighter than talk about others doing, non-stop wondering of what am i gonna do now...i'm just un employed...just don't wanna try,  hahaha...i've many experiences in business, i'm the KoOP after all since form one, n getting bored being that, (not try to be ___)

what about, i wanna back to my school life, holding a pencil, get my brain stucked because of those unbearable formulae (even enstein not lyke that), but that is the fact that i missed all my past, especially when the exam fever, everyone just stick wif their damn thick ref. books...(not me!!) n my roommate just went outside the room G-36 just to study..guys, you have no idea most of the tyme, when i'm alone in that sloopy room, i'm fall asleep, just a few minutes before you guys coming back, yeah..i'm alive, with freshy face...

i not gonna tell myself again about how i felt today...!!! he3
actually i'm cluessless right now,just bored. (far, bape kali kao nk repeat??org dh bosan, ye3 aku pown)..


NICKNAME

hahaha,i alredy missed damn much abaout someone who gave me that me, Norlyiana Akhiruddin..(x slh en yana??) huhu.. now i'm freshly remembered about this,

"apa aku patot panggil kao?"
"apa-apa yang kao suka lah"

actually bit regret la,that tyme, then she conclude that (so fast though) she (n everyone) should called me "FAR"...yan, thanks cuz you make me remembered you all the time, wah3 you must be so proud huh??i knew that..hehehe, till then until second year at college (sje nk gmpak), when first period of physic, during the ice breaking,
i once told the teacher (Pn. Wan Salehaton) , called me Far teacher, huhuhu..really i dont realized anything till then Azira Mokhtar once asked me,
"kao seyes? btol ka?"
 ehehe, for all those time past, i'm really hate that name, but then, i loved so much that name,
and almost every single living thing at that college known me as FAR, not even Farhana Azman, yeah, p;us, there are many Farhana in that college though, Nadia Farhana, Nurul Farhana, just  a few,


MY TUTOR~

i don't wanna talk about my sensei, too many too be story for them it's about all my friends yang banyak mengajar, first of all, my homeroom mate, Azira, she's been very great after all, but still too many time of our preciuos time is argued to each other, i wanna say this we;re just like some other couple, aww..really sweet moment..when we fought, then the other would be our buddy to settle up, Zahidah!!

Azira: sme subject trmsk subject sperb ak, (bangge jap) BM, n sme2
then, husna ahmad juani (sbnrnye mcm tpt ak byk ngadu); ckgu chemist, bio n physic
syafiqah kecik (ckgu sejrah terutamanya) ahaha, teman ak, smpai mlm paper sejarah tueh, dn die yg jd saksi ak bercakap dalam phone ngan Mr. S malam tueh..malu!!! not blush...
Nabila Akmad pkhri n Effa sharmiza: dearest rommate, ckgu add. math
Syafiqah farhanah: math mod..
Diana Zalzali:add math gak
Zaidah : bio
n sme2 yg byk membantu smpai slip result SPM i xda Cacing un..huhuu..sgt2 berbangge wpon x sestraight owg lain...

n spesel thanks especially to Nur Alyaa Khairil Anwar yg slalu bebel n pakaikn ubt mate dr form4, kak zana un,
p/s kalau pasan, kbnyakan mmg owg yg sme ja, sbb, i'm kind of sick in silence, x ske sgt sebuk2 ngn owg lain, n bile dh rapat brulh nmpak betape kecohnye saye nyh..waduh2 ayat..skeme semacam,,,,
tapi mmg tol un..

i have to go..nak solat, uppss dah lmbat sgt..salam for now..