Have you ever thought that WHEN you CARE about me it just the 

same CARE you have when your FRIEND get sick?

Have you ever thought that you just want be with me just

 because you are LONELY and NOT READY YET for commitment?

Have YOU ever thought that YOU are not even want TO TRY,

just LEAN on the FUTURE plan?

AND

I have thought that 

"Am I will get something for this?"

"How it will end?"

"Is it just a role of theater of life?"

*I should not do "that". That is all my fault. I should not OPEN it. And that suppose not to happen.

But again. Everything happen there are reasons behind that. 

Think and pray to Allah. He'll help you out. Insya-Allah :))