blue flame:(

こんばんは (good evening)


This evening started to be something really wonderful, (do raise your head if) are you being happy and so delighted when you have a chance even for a while to have a chat with "friend"? as for me, do. Really mean this. Without any hesitation. I miss this friend a lot though, I thanked to this "friend" for being a really friend indeed from I am in Form 2 up till I have any problems come out. Sometimes this "friend" makes me freaked out on something, and for some other time this person just like a brother to me. (It makes me missed my brother a lot). And late this evening, "friend" buzzed me again, and told me about another friend that I have considered as fire? The blue one, that can burn really fast and supererogatory hot. 


But after a few moment, I am happy. Thank you, "FRIEND"

fate or coincidence??

salam, and salam
 na'ah, every time i am started to write something on blog, then I am already get to use with it. It is just a part of leisure sometimes (most of the time), Lets just get back to the topic, was it all around fate or just coincidence?
As for me it is all about fate, what is already written by God.

Just this morning before I enter the examination hall for Mathematics paper, (which like ****) a friend of mine, Kila I used to call her (nama manje=_=) hehehe, she told me,

far, you know a story for T?

 hahaha, it is just the same situation when I was in maktab, with my dear Azira, we have always face that, but me as a Muslim and her too, we completely understand about how is it the fate happened and part of each other sustenance, do really got that in each other mind, but then all I can say to Kila, just fate, then she told me,

Do they really understand that , Far?

 Spinning my head around, not sure about that, 

That is how, just another example, if your strength in fate that already Allah written for you is there, it will be a JUST for you, if not, you might need something like this,

 想哭 可已忘了如何流泪

If yes, you have to motivate yourself a bit, then it is okay. But as a human being, sometimes we are really weak and need shoulder to cry on, and the other time you are just be very strong, So that is all, I hope I am also can as strong enough to push all the burden away, better if I can get through nicely and smoothly,
That is it,'
tomorrow is gonna be great, HOME!!!!

fashion these days=_="

salam and very fine and great evening,

Just about few hours (can say this) I havecome back and stay still on my softy bed (arhhh, i'm gonna miss this few months later), I have a thought of few things, the examination (on Monday onwards), people aroud and then thought of going to have sweet dream (hoi! exam lah), okay... that  part of having sweet dream just at night la, no matter what, I have to finish my revision session first, really tired lorh, (opps, I am getting to use the Chinesse one!)

About my second thought, I have more considered on the fashion style, okay children where are we now? ( They says: KMM) and the scored well. Yeah , specifically, a place you used to seek for knowledge, not a place called for party? social life to be done? both re totally wrong! What is I am going to share about is thefashion style (again and again) and sadly to say, amongst of all, is Malay. As Malay one, we have our own culture and limits, we do not have to copy and paste what other making around. it will be just a waste.

On part of my sight, Malay people (girls) tends to wear the "tight" shirt, hardly for me to breath in, (if I am the one) but for those?? It would be something really hard to say. What about the other races here? Even I can say that they also have their own religion and understanding style, but they are "failed" to fight with Malays, why? because, they can be considered as those who are lack of fashion style. That is soooo wrong, You win guys, shame for the Malay and "MUSLIM". They split their own saliva! come to think of it. It is a place to study not to fashion around,

So, what is I am about  to tell is, there is no use. Just keep your mind widen and thoyght about it again and again. plese be someone more mature. You are not 10 anymore. even a child can think wisely. Do not do something base on your desire ! What we call just the Satisfaction that harm your own self.

It is just for own opinion, not specifically onward someone, but as you realized about this very important issue on how adolscent these day acts, come out to something.

"First impression is important"
*Do not ruined it for something dummy and shamefull

p/s tomorrow is gonna be freaking out, May Allah always show me only for The Best not just for now but Insya-Allah for hereafter,

Salam a'alyk:))

the spirit of being a better person:)

salam,
hrmmm..(sigh), today is ah..already Saturday and the day after tomorrow is going to be the UPS. it is great I guessed. but then, come to think of it, yet i am not ready for it. I wondered first about the class, more to the hall part actually.. It does not a big deal though. Wow, well can I say that I am quite glad that I have finished my Physic for chapter 1 till 3 (should have until 4). oh yes! I am realized that I about to use the proper English. is it bother me much? YES, oh, just, by the time I should study for more about chapter 3, I applied for the one hour pass (from MAXIS), opss promoting! It was failed! But still with my arrogance, and stubborn, I still end up to surfed the internet. I read someone's blog, it just used to be a 'mate' of mine for quite a short period of time. He wrote that, (He is an intelligence guy) if he is an intelligence guy, if there is someone more intelligence than him, it could be that person is someone that worked harder and harder. I am amused. Kind of quite hard to believe he do wrote that kind of statement. Well, I have another friend that is categorized as someone that (kedekut ilmu) Such a person. But the person that i have story about is someone that I have been looking up for just a while. He is really something. Wow! now I realized that is already too many alphabet, hahaha, doesn't matter. No matter what happen, right now, I really need to stick my mind especially on the exam. UPS is about to greet me warmly. But right this habit of being procrastination is no good , I have to be better and keep work hard. and even harder from day afterwards. okay, till then, hope it is going to better for even myself.   :))

the way i am:(

hello~~~~
aku rasa sangat2 lah, annoyed pada semua benda mungkin, though back about what is going on,
aku just hated much about most things around, why can't just be the way it used to be, don't make
it just like what ur heart want to, really truly amazingly ANNOYING, so what?? i loved much the
situation , the mood of study, the of err.. ahhh... alright, HE is gonna make IT great, so would i,
then after this, i'm gonna grab my stationary and all the mood from HIM as well, (even thought that HE is not study) nevermind, i will, the UPS is really just aroung the tic toc, so fasten everything,

"barangsiapa yang mencari redha allah atas kemarahan manusia nescaya allah cukupkan baginya, dan barangsiapa mencari redha manusia atas murkanya Allah, nescaya allah akan sempitkan baginya"
(just now i really figured it out, Alhamdulillah:))