Mumble but what do I feel :)

What am I done to me?
I need someone to guide me. Not to ruin my own self.
Not being ungrateful just about time. I have a lot of commitment in life. Plus, I have decided that it is my life. Are they gonna be there if I am stuck in the middle of conflicts of life? They can't make a word for that. Plus if they do make word for that I still have to tell myself they would not. Not because they are selfish, indeed they are doing their own commitments. So they are not intended to do so. Forgive them for the future.

Ana, again. Protect yourself and the purity of Islam. You have big responsibility to people around you. Love yourself first then you can love people around you. Love them because of Allah. Because Allah ask us to be so loving to each other. I am about too. But then don't let until Allah is your second one. Islam is my way. Insya-Allah, I would never be so desperate until I have to mortgage my Islam. Never.

I am always hope that I never be in wrong path. Islam never say it is wrong. Just maybe the way I take it so wrong. I hope I can have You forever. I pray for it. Allah knows what is best for me. And insya-Allah for him too.
"La ikro hafiddin..."
May Allah bless you, dear.
Thank you very for making my day even happier. Even sometimes we used to fight over nothing and I am being so jealousy. But I love you and grateful to have you in life. Even IF the fact one day, we have to be apart (which I hope never happen). at least for some other time, I am happy that Allah once sent You to me. Alhamdulillah.
Amin.
Assalamualaikum.

Those fingers remind me of someone :)

Alone

I just really wanted to be alone sometimes.

That is it.

Oooohooohooo,,why are we always fight over nothing? I wondered. But that is the beauty of life.

I used to say this. 

"Korang tau tak,, orang yg tengah bercintan nih, weh,,tanda seru pun boley jadi punca gaduh."

Hahaha. What is that all about? Whatever lah!

I need time to motivated myself. It has been 4 months I am here in Perlis. Is it something that I have done that would make people esp. my family proud of me? Are there? I need to think about it back. My relationship with the Creator, The Almighty Allah, family, with YOU, my roommates, coursemate, and my all know(s).

I have bad feeling of my drastically change here, but always pray that I never cross the limit that Islam has made for me. Because I love my religion, myself, my family, and YOU. I don't want to ruin any of it.

Allah bless us.

I am really hope that people could correct me. But only my family could do that.I might condemn but I'll consider it if it good for me and people around not if just to make me down.

Farewell.

Assalamualaikum.

:Stucked :

Salam:)
Really, what a lovely morning. Wahaaa~ morning? Ok still can be considered. Now still xx:xx when I started to write this. I am awake already after about more than 8 hours being like teddy on bed. Ahaha,, previously as I was about a Matriculation student, I used to sleep late just because of assignments and study. Not more than that. Today? Hahaha. Life is unexpected. Tak kesah la. Actually last night a bit late  because I accompany my dearest roommate study. Hahaha,, But then still can't afford to stay any longer. Cannot stand dear. So early this morning, I can see she wake up, and get prepared for her ETHNICS paper today. Good luck, sayang. My doa with you. But this not exactly what am I gonna mumble here. It about people around me.

You guys sometimes make me sick. I know I am neither perfect. Far away to be, kan Ana? T__T
But Allah have granted me with people whom also always be with me no matter what happen. Insya-Allah.
I have mama, baba, abang, and siblings, bestest friend ever, and still have YOU too. I don't care how people judge me. And if you brave enough, talk about it face to face. I have no doubt about you are going to condemn me. In fact, I am being very grateful, people.

I am no hear about everything so much, I have no see what are exactly face they wanna make to me, I am no hurt about what they gonna talk bad about me, but I knew. Because, well hellloooo~ I am also a part of society, so I knew.

Then people might ask, "If you knew already why you still being so stubborn?"
"Errrkkk...Guys,,,if I am doing something wrong, correct me, not condemn me, ok?"

And for some other reason,
"Allah tak jadikan sesustu tanpa sebab, kan?"

Ok, I'll try to flow with the stream. May Allah protects me.
*What ever I do, I have my own principle in life. I have Islam to bring along. I have Allah whom watch me for whatever I do."
Alhamdulillah :))

New Year :)

Salam :)
Alhamdulillah. This is the first new year ever! I celebrated wif my friends. Sumpah tak tipu. Ok, I break the rule.
Hahaha. Today as for tonight. At first, I just going out wif my Kitty, just wan to sit together even I know late already, 0003 that time. Suddenly he asked me to join the Chinese geng~ walao,,at first, I dunwan but then, Ok la, because just Bear,Kheong, Eng and Mey was there.

It was reallllyyy FUN! Most of the time I din get what are they talk about, but then, I am listening and watch. Some of the part, I get it. Thay talk about other friend name Ming Yi that is so kurus that can easy be lifted. Hahaha, you guys really funny. Play ball wif them. Really fun.I never thought of being like this. Thx guys.
Thx for the moment.

Credit to my dear Kit, sbb ajak I join. I tak rasa regret langsung. Love it so much.
Also credit to Jac, Kheong Wen Yean, EngKeat Liw and Sead Mey. Thx a lot guys :))