fun or fear?!

salam to my own self and anyone:)

1. thought of raya? yeah moght be great i guess after been through all the ramadhan. i missed ramadhan freaking much as i couldn't expressed it. but something about the lailatul qadar. i hope i do really got it. my last night at KMM . i am still awake till 3 or something and end up with being too sleepy in lecture hall. the thing that i am really wondered is when i heard sound of birds berkicau whatever. i'm myself being soo much amazed and my moith like stucked and i am not even can tell the rest of my roomate! end here:p

2. celebrate raya at melaka. specifically LUBOK CHINA , melaka. thing that really make me really red (i know i'm kind of dark skin) but seriously.

"Dim, can you let Farhana enter the toilet first? she wanna pee!"

and soo sudden i'm being really straight. with kind of oh Allah, malu giler! felt like don't wanna get out from the toilet. but actually i'm telling this. i wanna do some gurl's stuff not peeing! then after about less than 5 minutes. i getting out from the toilet and with the towel covered my head (he3 still care about aurat:)) bit smiled:

"ermm, sorry for taking ur time and thanx"

he was actually talked to his dad which my uncle and suddenly turn back at me and smiled back

"it's ok"

I'M BLUSHED!

the end!

3. i still have lot of burdens! assigment! i'll promise start today!

salam ramadhan to all")

xcited:)

salam:)

here i am being so excited

my dad says:

prepared for everything by 4 bertolak:)

very excited damn much

that's all

and also not much to say;

just for awhile ,

being bad mood dunno while,

thax to all my fwen being very understanding:

it just me, mmg sgt ta suke tgh bad then people around keep asking why what and whatever,

love you guys freaking much

sgt memahami:)

tremulous tremendeously

salam to my deep inside soul

and those who break the windows created

 my last post, i've been really tremulous about my study nowadays

being soo much sleepy during the lecture

its just not the same.

cox most of the time ididn't get the chance to at the front

but somehow when my mate

muzaimah 

: far, kao nak duk dpn x?

i am just, yes!!

that's just bacause i know if i'm sit at the back,

am gonna started to roll the tears

(really)

so as today, i wanna share something if u all on

HOW TO STAY AWAKE DURING LECTURE

•1

Get plenty of rest the night before your lecture. This is one of the best ways to stay awake during a lecture or a long class. Since you should have a good idea of how long the lecture will be, prepare yourself ahead of time.

•2

Sit in the front of the lecture hall. You are less likely to fall asleep while sitting directly in front of the lecturer. Plus in the front, everything is louder and brighter.

•3

Participate. For any opportunity that the lecturer gives their audience to participate, volunteer your answers.

•4

Take notes. Not only will taking notes come in handy as far as retaining information and being able to revisit the lecture ideas later, but it keeps you occupied and listening. Focus on the task and the lecture will be over before you know it.

•5

Eat sour candy. This surge of tartness is sure to keep you alert. Even hot balls or some sort of cinnamon candy will work. Keep enough with you to last throughout the entire lecture if need be.

•6

Drink something. Keeping something to drink near you will keep your hands, arms, and mouth busy.

•7

Organize yourself. Use your organizer and day dream about the things that you need to get in order. Of course you won't be paying too much attention to the lecturer but you're at least awake.

•8

Find something else to do. Prior to your lecture, stash something quiet that will occupy your time in the lecture--a journal, personal digital assistant, cell phone, etc

but, man! this is fasting seasons.

DO NOT EAT in public

then???

receptackle ur hands and ask for Allah's help

"robbi yassir wa tuassir, Allah humma zidna i'lman, warzukna fahman wasiah, wafahman nabiyyin, wahifzol mursalin, wailhamalmala ikatul muqorrobin. Allah humma fakkihni fiddin, waal'limun birrohmatikaya arhamarrohimin"

May this somehow not really efficiently help, but at least not completely asleep..its okay if u just tersengguk.

Do not try this:

the white is me:DD and the rest of my class member

keep ur phone away!

 do not talk during lecture. respect those at front:)

May Allah blessed all of you.

AMIN

brain teaser!

salam,

seriously,

like wanna nagging and keep on,

someone, need to lend ur ears!

hahaha, really stress out man:((

my math and chemistry is okay i guessed,

but howz my physic.

am keep on doing whatever useless and wasting during lecture.

mama: i am soory..

but then my chemistry also about to die, chpter 7

wargh!!!

still man, chapter 5

(miss salwana said: u have to make some research on this topic)

i'm laughed and keep on smiled whenever she said that

but deep inside:

yeeesss, i will:)

hehehe thanx teacher.

so as chpter 6;

thax to muzaimah, wan nor zaleha, ikmal, shazli, mia and neno

[u guys really helped me out]

btw, i'm jealoused:

syed, he had the chances.

hate!! he got private tutor!

math???

great soo far,

wan always help me out wif neno, and mia

and sakilla too...

agama???

hahahaha

english,

just keep on typing, mumbling and whatever in english.

but my teacher always kept support me

"u can doit!"

haiiyakkkk...

thanx alot teacher,

p/s tomorrow my turn, english may Allah gives me wif lots of inspiration

amin...

till then:)

hard feeling:(

salam:)

i dunno, i might say that:

girl, i dunno if i might say this,

what r u tryn' to do?

obiviously,

please do cover and try to hide what u're feeling,

its called JIHAD!

i thought u knew.

am i getting jealousy?

NO!!!

oh Allah, do protect me,

the only what i do really seek from this journey

just YOUR only REDHA.

do strengthen this heart.

i may, but when this iman i have,

i wanna always flee away from this.

042.011 (He is) the Creator of the heavens and the earth: He has made for you pairs from among yourselves, and pairs among cattle: by this means does He multiply you: there is nothing whatever like unto Him, and He is the One that hears and sees (all things).

[ASY-SYURA']

[eyh, beware of ur friendship, knows the limits:DD]

keep on far! do be a strong women. not the one who just like that:)

May Allah blessed you, Farhana

*p/s i'm always being so much grateful for having such  great buddies whom can laugh and cry together. even we're diff by own thoughts, but we are one, thanks to all friend for being so much nice to me, even we do make up wif lots of fights, i do love you all, no exception. and the bestest for u guys, i'll never forget you in every pray.

Insya-Allah.

what are never seen before! he3

salam, n happy end of sahur,

have no idea, kinda bored ,

so after i'm being so fixated of all my folders, this are what i have found tiz morning,

check tiz out guys,

dedicted to all ex and former pst-29

and the cntinunity, he3

next

who's that chick??wahaha3

mumu:)

and this the nyte before physc's paper!

for my own saticfaction.

but still as i went to check for my ups results. i am flabbergasted and felt like wanna fled away from all this,

i've done my best, but my physc's was the worst after all, now

what is i can always tell my own self, if u'r not achieved of what u wanna achieve

just thanked and redho of want you have,

keep on going till the end far!

May Allah always rains me wif a tonnes of bless.

insya-Allah:)

till then