INEEDMOTIVATION:)

.....There is no wrong for being where I stand here today,
There is no wrong for standing where YOU are are today,
But I do admit, I hate the path I've chosen years back.
But somehow:

Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not.

 

I believe there is something for me. I have fun for being here. I have friends whom trusted me. I have lecturers whom help me out a lot. I have my family a 558 km away from here. 

most and foremost. I have Allah whom NEAR by no distance from me. 

I am no regret of the path I've taken today. If I disappointed, I have no time to move forward. 

Like my friend used to say;

"Those whom come out first from the hall ain't genius. And those whom being the last one to pass the paper ain't that dummy. They are both the same."

p/s Some how, I turned out to be the first Malay during Math test because we wanna pee. That is it. Not because we can answered very well.

 

Ukhuwah

Assalamualaikum everyone:)
Have a nice weekend.
Today I would like to post a bout something that we used to called it human-hood. Baiklah, PERSAUDARAAN or else Ukhuwah.

Since that last week. I mean the whole of last week which also last until 7 days, at last my dear and dear friend get along together as they used to be. Friends used to fight, hard feeling among each other. That one normal. But ain't it abnormal for 7 days? Guys sorry to say this. But I believe that you both know I am tired of the drama. For me ego has become the barrier. The big one. But love you both because at last back the way you both used to be.

Namun, tolonglah, kepada teman-teman yang lain. Janganlah begini. I am myself have experienced something like this. And I hate the past. Sadly, we cannot turn those moment back to normal again. Too sad:'(

Ukhuwah. Well, hari ini mari cakap tentang ini. Akutertarik kejap dengan benda ni since that aku dekat wajib begini. Oh well, wherever I'll be of course. But this time is different. How we would wanna tie this with those non-Muslim(s)? Wellthere is  the way. Islam has made the guideline for us as the followers. And eventhough, we have to respect their belief.

“Dan janganlah kamu caci benda yang mereka sembah selain dari Allah, kerana mereka kelak akan mencaci Allah secara melampaui batas tanpa pengetahuan. Demikianlah Kami memperelokkan pada pandangan tiap-tiap umat akan amal perbuatan mereka, kemudian kepada Tuhan merekalah tempat kembali mereka, lalu Ia menerangkan kepada mereka apa yang mereka telah lakukan.”

(Al-an'aam ;108)

Like certain people yang suka sangat nak mengutuk agama orang lain. For me, no need la, live peacefully ok already ma. And one more thing that even if we don't like no need to show. Just winky winky. bahahaha.

Plus, at my position right now, we are at university. It is really not the right place to have some debate style . We do have to consider about the others. Respect their belief, religion. Also be fair to them. Well, as long as nothing seriously cause ok?

Like what has been quote in Quran;

 

 Hugging? There's the limit:0

“Allah tidak melarang kamu daripada berbuat baik dan berlaku adil kepada orang-orang yang tidak memerangi kamu kerana agamamu, dan tidak mengeluarkan kamu dari kampung halaman kamu; sesungguhnya Allah mengasihi orang yang berlaku adil. Sesungguhnya Allah hanyalah melarang kamu daripada menjadikan teman rapat orang-orang yang memerangi kamu kerana agama (kamu), dan mengeluarkan kamu dari kampung halamanmu, serta mereka membantu (orang lain) untuk mengusir kamu. Dan (ingatlah) sesiapa yang menjadikan mereka teman rapat, maka mereka itulah orang-orang yang zalim”.

Islam really is perfect for life. Even it has provide us the guideline how to intermingle with people around. How you should care about others. Respect their thoughts. Even when you are about to give free advices, there is the guideline. Do not rush into it. Praise them first. Ease them. Win their heart.

There is nothing wrong to treat people well. I admit I'm kind of person who love to trick people but sometime there is also a limit (Do not do it). Even you know that it is your responsibility  to hide other's aib. No need to share with people. Hereafter, Allah protects you. Insya-Allah.

May Allah leads us to the right path:)
Ameen.

I don't want to feel jealous about anything of my friend;

I don't want to hold on hope;

I hate disappointment;

I am here for what I wanted be;

I don't want to lose any of you like what I did in past;

I believe Allah sent me each of you with different kind of matter with some kind of reasons;

I'll accept for who you are;

Don't anything that might hurts me;

"Ohh Allah, do granted me with calm and peace. I don't need all the negative feeling unless it is benefit for me and for my hereafter life. The most graceful and most gracious. Show me the way out of this terrible feeling I've been through"

Daily Note 2 (UniMAP)

Assalamualaikum:)

Well, I am very great in condition because there is a class that should be ended by 12 noon but last only for 2 hours from 8 am. How wonderful it is, right? But the most and foremost important thing happened. And I wish I don't have to feel that kind of feeling towards a friend. Well, XXX I still consider you as a friend even if you are not so. What I am feeling right now is want to make a punch ! Duuuiiishhh!!! Just one actually.

I am not sure if that person by XXX is not ease at me. But please! Am no disturbing your life why would you. At first, even if I have a bad first impression about that person but I try to ignore but suddenly the thought flying back to my head. It is getting bigger and even bigger.

Well, I always remember what my mom used to say;
"Do not hate people because the are bad. Hate the attitude and do not duplicate it inside yours."
Even I am hurt. Positively thinking!

I love all my friends. Hard feeling no more! I hate when I have to hate people.
"Oh Allah do make me feel at ease back. He didn't make any wrong. Maybe it is true I am the one whom done wrong. Oh Allah the most Mercifu and The Forvigen.Ameen."

So next class at 4pm. In progress for my tutorial:)

Currently UniMAP

 Left side; Kak Intan. Her character just like a sister that I dream for whole life long. Well, suka bebel sikit tapi quite okay.

 Left side; Her name actually Solehah Ainul but I rather called her by Saffura Alias. People kept asking why and I just answered "For fun!"

 Foremost left side: She used to be my ex-maktab mate but thing is, I never talk to her in past. And now here she is as my roomy.

 Well all of us before something that is called "SUKSIS" separate us. LOL. No actually all of us involved. Except now the right one, Shida she's enemy! Lolz.

 My beloved housemate whom love to 'berangan'. We called her "the ghost of mirror". Serve her right though.

The end of happy life. Dead!

Salam:)

Salam,

well well well, I am freaking tired. But still can survive de. Oh,, please I need someone untuk gaduh2. Thnx and credits to her cause make me sick gila lah kan. But still it made me at ease for a long period of time.

Well, I am still on right path. Never regret of what I've been choose for life but hoping that procrastinating is ended soon. Assignments punyalah banyak nak mati boley la pulak kan nak procrastinating all the time. Kata nak scholar, tapi gamaknya macam tak nak kan?

Alright, Insya-Allah tonight de. Wish for myself. Better pray. Oh well. I'm still haven't touch my PTPTN loan. Scary oh.

And one more FAR! Next time when someone ask you to teach him/her, please teach them properly. It always ended up with they teach you back! How shame you are to yourself. Well, nak mandi!
 C ya!

Assalamualaikum:)

PENAT bergaduh dengan orang yang tau nak bantah je,

tapi terisi malam aku:)

Selamat beradu 

FARHANA azman*___*

UniMap (Style gileeerrr!)

 

Ahaks, ain't it nice? To see other's chest? For me, it ain't that nice. Especially when what is shown to me is from my friend. This morning after long period of 4 hours lecture (especially ekt101 yang tak paham) seorang kawan yang lebih mesra dengan YAYA told me

"Far, xxx tak button up baju dia"

Oh my Allah, to make me feel ease for awhile can be considered but as I realized that he is a friend of mine, I wish I never have to watch such a show. It makes me felt even burdened deep inside.

Okaylah kan, orang akan cakap rezeki. Bagi aku rezeki memeang rezeki. Tapi kalau nampak kawan sendiri punya dada, ain't it macam dah lain. Okaylah, aku memang selalu sangat berpeluang nampak benda-benda ceng gini. Bored.

Bak kata certain manusia pula, kalau cantik best la, macam contoh badan dia putih melepak, orang tak berbulu macam Darwin.Hahahaha

Tapi aku tetap dengan pendirian aku kalau kawan aku, especially yang bertentangan jantina, I never wish to seek any other than what they wear. Nomatter berapa cantik atau berapa putih tahap keputihan dia. Hahaha, so guys next time tak payah susah susah lah nak pakai sexy sangat kan, espicially you all kan nak pergi kuliah, or tepat lagi belajar. (Rasa macam nak tegur je, tapi biasa lah, ingat kawan aku tu tak de feeling ka?:p)

 Second case is orang yang pakai kasut tanpa stokin just nak cakap, 

"Style mana eh?"

Ak tau kalau dalam drama2 korea yang sume orang dok gila nak mati tu memang ceng gitu, tapi kan, ain't it macam sakai. Especially ngan kaki seluar lipat sampai buku lali. Oh my....

Malas la nak mengkuman kan, aku pun bukan bagus sangat, 

sakai je pakaian aku ke kelas but at least aku tak ke kelas ngan selipar jamban!

ha,,, macam ni lah,

Tapi kan, tapi kan, kalau korang perasan la, yang taste pesen g kelas ngan selipar (walaupun nampak mahal,) tetap selipar, ramainya kat Malaysia ni orang melayu je, mana ada (ya, tapi sikit sangat sampai nak buka jari un susah) budak cina, ke ibdia ke, kadazan ke, bajau ke, International (apatah lagi) yang pakai macam tu. Sungguh la macam dah teruk sangat or else. Bukan nak kutuk bangsa sendiri tapi semua ini hanya kerana aku sedikit malu ngan bangsa sendiri. Again aku pun bukan bagus sangat. Malas je. Always procrastinating.

"Korunk bgn lambat ke tadi?"

--> "mana ada, awal la, "

"Oh okayyy, awal sangat tu, mesti kau x perasan kau terpakai seliper kan?"

oklah, no hard feeling kayh?Just open thought:)

salam:))