Alhamdulillah (0_0)

Saturday 24 December 2011

Salam. This is the anniversary. Hoyyeah..
Sudag aku bilang. Aku punya ego. Hanya yang mengerti sahaja akan mengerti dan faham akan kata-kata aku. Mungkin hanya pada masa, tempat dan individu yang sebenar sahaja yang mampu menjatuhkan ego saya. Saya sedar ego itu membawa malang saja. Tapi apakan dayanya.
Mama :) IMY. Rasa nak balik rumah sekarang. Kalau tak kerana final. I tink i back home edy.
Miss my family :)

Saturday 17 December 2011

Probelem is my bestest friend?

Salam.
"Kau yang pilih jalan tu
n kau kene pandai handle masalah tu"
Dah betul sangat dah tu, Farhana Azman.
Kan aku yang cari pasal. Itulah orang kata, buat tak pakai otak? Betul k? Bukan, tapi tak matang dalam membuat keputusan. Apa-apa pun, aku akan buat macam biasa sahaja. Mungkin aku saja yang terlalu memikirkan. Ohh,, well,, hanya mereka yang terhampir sahaja yang memahami keadaan diri ku ini. Alhamdulillah bila ada orang yang sanggup mendengar. Alahamdulillah. Sungguh, Allah itu Maha Pemurah lagi Maha penyayang, di saat aku memerlukan teman di sini, tatkala jauh dari keluarga, aku punya kamu, sahabat. Yang sanggup luangkan masa bersama ku. Sekurang-kurangnya mendengar apa-apa yang ingin aku bicarakan. Bukan bila aku nak berkongsi, time tu la tengah taip mesej kau. Nvm, maybe u text ur mom?or dad? or ur FUTURE husband? Really. I am the positive thinker. Sort of lying!

Thx kepada mereka yang sangat sudi mendengar. Semoga Allah gantikan masa kalian dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik. InsyaAllah. Allah Maha Pemurah. Kalian. Terlalu thx. Before tiz, I always lost on track when I need someone to tell even a tale, but now. Alhamdulillah. 

Dedicated to:panties,adah,azira.
Sayang kalian kerana Allah. Semoga apa-apa yang kalian lakukan mendapat keberkatan illahi :)
Ameen~

Sunday 11 December 2011

Life

Bila dua orang mengatakan benda yang sama, saya akan mengambil jalan tengah iaitu 
"Hanya mendengar, bukan mempercayai."
You guys really unbelievable.
Seems nice doesn't mean you are nice. 
Seems bad doesn't mean it.
Really I choose not to believe people again.
And study other culture really helps me through my day.
Allah knew what's best for me.

Bakti siswa.


Assalamualaikum.
First of all other important news. Alhamdulillah for being alive and strive for these 3 days. But I tell you, it is really fun. Plus, most of them is my coursemate. So no doubt about it. But how can my name stucked wif second year student of same course. Allah knew what is best for me. Seriously based on name list, I should be wif my "gila" buddy. Soo sad. So of all, really great. I have nothing more to share. But that doesn't mean that I din enjoy the event. So I compiled the image(s):


Pak cik bas sesat!

 Air kotak yg diminum sepanjang perjalanan pergi. My fav :)
 My bag! Only one.
 Yaya :'))
Kesesatan yang nyata
 Main jom~~
 Syafiq n crazy Yaya
We are!!








 Jadi fasii kanak-kanak.













Wif my family angkat.

p/s:my earphone n mp3 hilang. same goes to my lip ice.. and other stuff also.

Monday 5 December 2011

Mana mungkin difahami.
Aduhhh, sukarlah begini.
Tapi,, tabah ya?

Always~~


"You'll Be In My Heart"
Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always

My Fav:)

"Big Girls Don't Cry"

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay



Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity



La Da Da Da Da Da

Sunday 4 December 2011

They are...

Salam,
Hari ini. Saya tiada mood untuk mengarang dalam bahasa asing. Tetapi. entah. Who knows babe.
Here at UniMAP, I have one crazy friend. She is very gila2 one. Weiyhhh, Far, sedar tak English kau actually become broken alreday. Yeah. All this sbb Chau Woon Kit. Hahaha, nothing dear. Sorry. No matter what you are, you are still the best of you. I love you the way you are.
 Yang tengah mengeliat, dia la tu~~
 ohh,, ini Fatin coursemate saya.
 She is YAYA
 I like this one
.
..
...
....
TETTTTT...
Actually, I just get along with my sayang one. We have some fight about something stupid. But yeah, very big deal actually. I am really sorry. Tapi my Kit say, he din like me always say sorry to everyone. And at time I say sorry to him. He says that I am not truly sorry. So I learn that. Please show that when you are really determinates to do that. I am really sorry that I have dissapointed you. And now, we are even better than before. And I am still guilty towards you, sayang. Really sorry.

We never know what tomorrow holds,
but don't be afraid or doubt anything-
because the one who took care of you today,
holds your tomorrow as well!

We are complicated.
And I hope one day you are really different from what you are now.
I wish I dont have to lose you.
But future have better plan for us.
ILYSM
<3

Friday 2 December 2011

Salam,
Yet month ago, I can't really answer my test well,
but yet, I am happy of what I am doing.
As today, I can answer it well (i guess),
but, I cant enjoy the moment.
I dunno what is better be.
I want my mood back.
Really.
imy.

Thursday 1 December 2011

Unsatisfied

Thursday, at 1.23p.m
In bus heding to Wang Ulu;
"Tak pergi library hari ni, Far?"
"Tak, sebenarnya semalam aku nak ke Jabatan Audit, tapi tak jadi, so naik library ngan Yaya."

This is the third time ever in life that the similar thing has happened to me. If I have to, because of friendship, rather than destroy it. I back off. And...
Sing along;
GOOD BYE MY LOVER!
Wassalam.